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I dont know what to say. Things have been good. Things have been bad. Just when things begin looking up, a curve ball comes careening in and smashing things up. There are a few things that are really great, needed badly and are finally happening. But like always strings are attached to everything. The bad things, well I just cant talk about it right now. I feel so badly beaten down that its almost like he is here knocking me around again. My shoulders are drooping down from the weight of the world and I just want to curl up in a ball and rest for a few days.

But I cant. I need to make everything better and I will. We all have our bad days. But despite the stress of whats going on, I do have some good too. I have a few things Im looking forward too. And hopefully with time, these good things will help even everything out. And then pummel that bad into the ground, So a smile will be present more and laughter will be heard.

But for now. Im going to finish doing what I must for the day. And once bedtime comes, just curl up and rest.