I dont know if he is becoming more desperate, realizing that I am through with him. Or if he is just cycling through his crazy behaviors in a non stop repeat. I was having some good days. Hadnt heard from him for a few, and surprisingly hadnt seen him about stalking me. So either he found something new to do or learned how to be more discrete. I actually did go out and have some fun with a friend. It was nice to relax and enjoy an entire day. Especially knowing that he was not around, he wouldnt have been able to follow us through the woods, swamps and rivers. But like most good things they have to end. When he picked the children up this morning he began mouthing off in front of them. Trying to paint me in a bad light while their little faces screwed up in sadness and worry. I told him not to do this in front of the kids and then I told the babies I loved them and went back in side and locked the door against him. He continued with text msgs, then switched his behavior back to his all time favioret- The Better Then You Christian. He went on and on about how he was the victim, the bible says so and a bunch of yada yada BS. All coming down to how if I loved my kids I would be with him and save our marriage, Im the devil. I eventually got a lil to peeved and finally responded after he complained about how I need to seek god. "Dont worry about my relationship with Jesus. I just am careful not to surround myself with Double Standard Christians who do more harm in the name of Christianity then the devil does in a roomfull of non believers." That was that, he didnt respond, Thank God...
Today Im just gonna go relax. Maybe go kayaking and get some work done. Find a way to enjoy the day and be normal.
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